It’s dark. It’s glam. It’s sad. It’s Christmas.

This time of year, at least for the last few years, just serves as a depressant.  I don’t know why.  It just does.  It’s not like I don’t love my family or anything like that, because I do.  I think it’s more that I’m just lonely.  I fantasize about doing “couple” things, but just don’t have anyone to do it with.  Instead, everything becomes a chore.  Putting up the tree, baking, cleaning, etc.  Here it is Christmas Eve and haven’t wrapped the gift we got for our parents, and I haven’t gotten anything for my nephews yet.  I won’t see them until Sunday anyway, so there’s time, but still.  I’m lazy.

I’m coming down with a cold or something too.  It started Tuesday afternoon and while a little better, I’m still sick on Christmas :(  At least meds help a little, at least for the sore throat.

I had more stuff I was going to complain about, but I forgot what it is.  I’m going to bed.

  

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