Posted in General on July 3rd, 2009 No Comments »
Again, at the fire. Listening to the stuff going on around me. I feel like I’m in my own little bubble, like an observer. I feel like no one can really see me and that my actions go unnoticed. In a way, it’s true. Why am I afraid to interact with anyone? Is it because [...]
Posted in General on July 3rd, 2009 No Comments »
Why is it so hard to believe that I’m single? And that I would want to just sit around by myself? I don’t see anything wrong with it.
Posted in General on July 3rd, 2009 No Comments »
Dusty’s on the iPod, the sun us shining and it’s somewhere in the 70s. Life is good sometimes.
Posted in General on July 2nd, 2009 No Comments »
And now the sexy bf has invited me over. Am I just being rude if I don’t go hang out? I don’t want to feel like a charity case and that’s really what it feels like.
Posted in General on July 2nd, 2009 No Comments »
Madonna is on someones cd player. The fire is dying down. The crowd to my left is discussing one of the guy’s tattoos that is the logo from the original Halloween movie, apparetnly his favorite movie. Some screams in the distance. Sexy Andrew invited me to hang out at their fire. I don’t really want [...]
Posted in General on July 2nd, 2009 No Comments »
Hmmm, it’s another one of those inner reflection times… As I’m sitting at the fire, looking at a couple of hot guys toss around a volley ball, thinking they’re about mid to late thirties. So I’m thinking that could be my motivation to get going on some kind of diet/exercise plan. I’ve been told by [...]