My Own Private Idaho

Again, at the fire. Listening to the stuff going on around me. I feel like I’m in my own little bubble, like an observer. I feel like no one can really see me and that my actions go unnoticed. In a way, it’s true. Why am I afraid to interact with anyone? Is it because [...]

Any Other Fool

Why is it so hard to believe that I’m single? And that I would want to just sit around by myself? I don’t see anything wrong with it.   

A View From My Hammock

Dusty’s on the iPod, the sun us shining and it’s somewhere in the 70s. Life is good sometimes.   

Wait, Now I Have

And now the sexy bf has invited me over. Am I just being rude if I don’t go hang out? I don’t want to feel like a charity case and that’s really what it feels like.   

I Heard It All Before

Madonna is on someones cd player. The fire is dying down. The crowd to my left is discussing one of the guy’s tattoos that is the logo from the original Halloween movie, apparetnly his favorite movie. Some screams in the distance. Sexy Andrew invited me to hang out at their fire. I don’t really want [...]

Naturlisch!

Hmmm, it’s another one of those inner reflection times… As I’m sitting at the fire, looking at a couple of hot guys toss around a volley ball, thinking they’re about mid to late thirties. So I’m thinking that could be my motivation to get going on some kind of diet/exercise plan. I’ve been told by [...]